Friday, May 29, 2009

Is this what it is going to be like??

Am I going to be a hormonal bitch for 9 months?

Are my favorite foods going to make me want to barf for the next 9 months?

Am I going to worry this entire time?

Is every little twinge of pain going to send shivers of panic down my spine?

Are animals barfing on Futurama going to make me feel like barfing again?

Am I going to calm down enough to get some sleep?  Or will I end up dying from exhaustion because I cannot get my mind to shut off at night?

How am I EVER going to make it through the next few weeks?

I think I might go crazy in the 2 weeks before the ultrasound to make sure baby is ok.  Every little pain I have makes me start to panic and think that something is wrong.  

UGGGGGGGG.......

I never had to deal with all this extra worry with my other pregnancies.  I don't know how to handle it.  I'm not a worrier by nature, but I do not want to lose this baby, a tube, or my life. 

We need prayer.  BIG TIME.  The next two weeks are going to be super stressful for me and my husband.  We are going to be on pins and needles until we hear that heartbeat and see that the baby is indeed safe in my uterus.   Pray for our baby.  Pray that he/she will be able to have the opportunity to grow safely and grow healthy where he/she is supposed to for the next 9 months.  Pray for our sanity.

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4 comments:

  1. I've been praying lots today and sure will keep on doing it!

    Breathe in....breathe out...see, that will help you practice for all the breathing you'll be doing in 9 months too!

    Have a nice relaxing weekend!

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  2. Pammy again...you know I have your back on the prayers!!! This nine months its gonna take to get baby pics is gonna be just as long for me! LOL But...don't forget the sonogram pics just as soon as ya get em. And....if you can't wait...(I know this probably sounds bad but HEY we've been waitin a longgggg time) you can always go to the ER for an ultrasound!!!

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  3. Positive thinking!! Believe everything will be ok...it will at the very least make you feel better. Everything will be ok!! I'm praying!

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  4. calm and steady
    worry adds nothing to your life
    worry can not change the outcome of this pg either

    may you be wrapped in God's arms and be filled with His peace that passes all understanding.

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